im a lazy kid.

I am L A Z Y. i can't be like the other kids which can make their parents proud.
My dad doesn't really care about my blog, neither my mom. my parents want me to study hard. but FOR REAL, i can't do that. like i can do anything, but not study. cuz when they told me to study, the only thing on my mind is a boring lesson that i can't memorize it.

im wonderin, how to becoming rich without school? without gambling of course, without doing things that against our religion. lots of people told me, "to be success you have to study". but should i follow that method in nowadays? two words: hell no. i want an easy job with a huge income, and easy to find. i wonder what it is.

remember my post about harvard? do you know how much i want it? i want it more than anything. but for God's sake! i think i can't do anything to get the scholarship. cuz there are lots of people who want to be in harvard. and they must be very smart. but i am not that smart, so well, fuck it! no more harvard! i gave up. i gave up before trying. and im kind of a coward, but i don't care. i want to live, not coercing to be live. cuz if i coerce myself to be the wow girl, well, im not sure myself will be happy. i mean it! no more harvard, and bullshit dreams! im just fidy. and fidy is nobody but a dumbass. lol ok, don't tell anyone especially my family. heheh


thanks,
fidy